13/12/2011

最近做的真的有点不开心..
遇到了很多挫折..
每次做工完后我都很想埋怨..但埋怨后又可以怎样呢？还不是一样，只是可以发泄发泄下咯..
也不错下的..
做工有时还真的很shui，不知是因为我是"外劳"还是因为我年纪最小，他们终是很喜欢欺负我，叫我做这做那..
有一次，我知道是他们一起合作做弄我，我当时真的很不服气，眼泪那时真的差点掉了..
信好当时我顶着了，我在genting做时比起这边算得了什么，我也告诉我自己，我老远来这里也准备要被欺负料的..
所以什么事也难不倒我！=)
我在厨房，我从来不怕，因为有本事人家怎样都不会爬上你的头来！那就是我现在有的本领！=D
为了让自己做工感觉爽快，我边煮边等待放工的..哈哈..

近期来，我家里真的发生很多事..
爸啊~你千万别有事，你可以乐观一点吗？至少我们还在陪着你，我知道接下来几个月你会很痛苦，但你还有我们啊..
你有什么事要讲，不要什么都收收着好吗？？

还有件事令我满惊讶的..我妈帮我买了insurance而且还有自己付，我真的不是赚得很多啊...我还要给家用还这还那，深下真的不多了，有时想买东西都买不起，存下来留回家更加好...而且自己又是个爱吃的人..哎~

有时还觉得满孤单(想太多吧），可能是想找个人聊聊，发泄，炫耀吧..

明天放假，会跟朋友出去，噢而真的不想出，因为有些朋友见面很喜欢聊“比较”（每样东西），但也算了吧，自己也习惯了....

那天我第一次去朋友的婚礼了，原来是这样的~
感觉不错，蛮好玩，人人都穿的很好看，
不知不觉我们都长大了，现在人人都各有各忙了..真的很怀恋中学的生活..
哎~
算了吧...也写很长了对我来说，而且又是华语... ==''

还是快快一年做完再找个，好工/好的另一半吧。。(",)

3-12-2011

前几天本来是想写的，可是太忙又太累了。。
那天看了那些年的戏，真的真的让我很多事情。
友情爱情。。
我突然又想起了她，但看到最后一幕，我也没想这么多了。。
我很喜欢一句：谢谢你让我喜欢/追你=）
看了这部戏，还真的很有感觉，我应该会DL下来吧。
哈哈哈。。
4-12-2011，我们的好朋友结婚鲁~
真没想到她是第一位请我去喜酒的朋友。
希望她能开心幸福，但最好结了婚后还是可以跟我们出去玩，
因为有时少了她应该怪怪吧，毕竟她也是个很好suan xiao的朋友。。

happy forever to you.. xiao ying.. (",)

25/11/2011

如果當時能繼續幼稚是否能把你留在身邊

或許在另一個平行時空我們能在一起

但我希望能繼續幼稚的把你留在身邊

而不是祝福著心愛的妳握著他人的手走向紅毯的一端

每晚都想起我们幼稚单纯的在一起

可是我们慢慢的成长了

如果能繼續幼稚下去  不要長大該有多好

(P/S-FACE　THE TRUTH)

19/10/2011

昨天是我唯一的放假日。就这样结束了，还觉得蛮无聊的，但好在是能好好的休息。
等下一点又要开始我一个星期的做工了。能安慰的是我在倒数回去sgmt的日子。
是不是我慢慢的长大了？开始常想跟家人一起了？
那种感觉是很特别的。。
但朋友还是要见见面的~哈哈。
aiz..别想酱多了，倒数下个拜二我要回家！！！！

14/10/2011

Long time no write blog le...

main reason: no lappy~ =='''
but i think probely is too tired working.. haiz... work at out station is not a good choice, but hw? no money..
is needed de lor...
mayb after 6 months change others job.
but i shall see... coz they might be increase our salary and MAYB having jz 5 days work 2 days holiday... but dunno yet.. mayb TIPU de..

If can choose, i would not like to work at there.. aiz~

no 1 will know my tired...

weak...

what also no luck... really very stress.. very sad.. but no one know.. a job is so hard to find? 1st time feel tat in my life.. feel wanna cry liao... really upset... T_T

我觉得。。。

今天看完戏去吃东西，突然问起了如果女子给人包你会怎样？
我说最好当然是不要啦。。

她也问了我很多问题。
然后我说了，我不会看不起那些啤酒美，因为她们的工不是抢不是偷回来的。。
那也算是她们辛苦赚回来的。你以为她们也是想给人抽水吗？没人会想随便给人摸她的身体吧，他们也不想吧。
所以我说我不会看不起这些人，我觉得每份工不分尊卑，即使妓女也是有她们的难处（不是每一位啦），而她听了也有点惊讶。。

但是在写我也表达不多，因为我的华语是有限的。。哈哈。。

而你们的看法又如何呢？还真想听听看，改次跟朋友出去要问问下了........ (",)

1-7-2011

today very happy o... XD

今晚很开心哦。。她陪了我。。XD
虽然还有些事然我有点不开心啦~

想回。。^^

不知为何，突然半夜上下网想起我跟她的合照，看回也还蛮多的哦~
哈哈。。那时真的很好玩，也第一次拍了很多照片。
那时我们还拿了best couple award哦。。哈哈，真没想到的，但是后来也还真的很多人觉得我们很配，可惜就。。。。。。
算了吧，获取我没跟她在一起是她的福气罢，不然她和他也不会有三年++了咯~



照片让我回想了很多。。。=)
let's the photo remember us the memory(",)





当当当~结婚鲁~哈哈哈哈哈

“我们”的心声

厨师，一个高新而富有技术的职业，有多少人向往与崇拜。但厨师真的就那么潇洒，那么快乐吗？…不！

有谁能够真正了解厨师的难处，很少，很少。有朋友们，当你们正在于恋人手牵手，漫步于沙滩，逛耍于公园或者街上购物谁能够想到厨师正在岗位上忙碌的工作。

朋友们，当你们正与家人欢聚一堂，高高兴兴过年，过节时，有谁在为你们准备丰盛的饭菜？朋友们当你们每天每顿在按时的吃饭喝酒时，有谁能够想到厨师正饿着肚子？还在挥动着手中的炒勺。或许你们会说～厨师虽忙了，累了，但是他们拿了高工资。是，是工作需要，但更是社会需要。民以食为天，餐饮行业为社会和国家做了多少贡献，有谁能够理解。

不是谁都愿意做厨师行业，选择了这行，就意味着要过四处奔波，忍饥挨饿的日子，就意味着要和自己心爱的人过彼此思念，聚少离多的日子。往往很多厨师都一把年龄了还是光棍，是他们不想有心爱的和爱自己的女人吗？不，不是不想，是不敢想，思念是痛苦的，因为他们知道一个人痛，总比两个人痛要好，他们不想连累自己爱的女孩。

有人说厨师坏，是，他们语言上是粗鲁点，但真正了解的人才能看出他们心中的善良与寂寞。厨师，一个别人在忙，而他们也在辛勤工作的职业，厨师，一个别人在玩，而他们还是在工作的职业，厨师，一个万家不圆的职业，厨师一个孤独与寂寞的职业，厨师一个枯燥与劳累的职业…

严寒冬季他们身着单薄的工作服，虽然冷，但是他们一样将美味的饭菜烹制到你们嘴边，酷热夏季虽然汗水湿透他们衣背，但给你们带来的美食依然不会逊色！

朋友们，如果你们身边有一位厨师男友，请你能够理解和珍惜他。不是他不够浪漫，他也想抽出时间来陪你一起过情人节，不是他不够体贴，不够温柔，是他心中有说不出的苦和累，当你贴近他的心，你才能感觉到他的孤独。其实他真的很爱你，只是他不愿说出来，他会把对你的爱和思念埋藏在心里，划为眼泪，深夜独自哭泣，因为他怕连累你～如果因为和你在一起的时间少，而你放开了他的手，那证明你还不懂得什么是真爱。所以我们一定要好好理解，支持，安慰，照顾厨师的工作哈家庭。。

8-6-2011

haha...long time no write le.. XD

最近不知做么开始喜欢鍾嘉欣了。。哈哈，可能是美又善良而且没负面的新闻吧。。keke。。如果有个这样的女友几爽下的。哈哈哈

这几个月里，我的生活变了很多，每天就是做工。从早到晚，还真的很累，因为我的人生好像没life了。很无奈！！
连朋友都少联络了。
可是我还有点骄傲的，因为我竟然能自己搞定一却....哈哈。。看照片还有点会笑笑，但还是有很多地方要改良，所以我在人家面前都不会办厉害而是乖乖听。。

感情呢，难讲，future no body knows..我不敢担保一却，只会尽量做我能做的事。。。

some - time

Sometime wanna ask some1 about some suggestion also hard.. really dunno wanna find who to ask.. got bit scare to chat with others..

sometime i also nid some privacy.. is tat too over??( is jz asking ^^)

Sometime i'm tired, but how can i do?

Sometime i'm sad, but wat can i do?

Sometime i'm also weak, but who can lend me a shoulder?

Sometime i'm in trouble, but who can help to solve?

Sometime i nid a help, but who can give me a hand?

Sometime i also nid a ear to hear my stuff, but who can borrow his/her ears for me jz hear wat i said?

Sometime i'm wannted to act little kid wanna cry too, but can i do so? (as a ADULT GUY lol)



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TRy my best...


sometime i really dunno wat can i do.. i also will tired 1 day..

I try my best to gv u the best.

I dun wan to tell u hw is the process is dun wan u to worry.

I keep quiet while u asking quesition does not mean i dun care is jz i dun wan make u more sad.

I didt talk is i am jz looking around..

I'm not a good guy, i noe, i try my best..

future things nobody noes, but until nw, everyday i'm trying my best to gv u all the
happiness..

but for u alawys is not enough..
sorry...........
i really had try my best... (~>.<~)

清者自清。。

~_~!

Today.. once i wake up then start busy this busy that.. very tired sumtime.. ==

It's quit a long time i didt cook... today dinner dunno wat kind of mood let me wantted to cook dinner.. keke.. the squid/sotong tat i cook today i quit like, but hw i cook my grandma also dislike it, coz she dislike western food at all.. haiz... sad=(


Haha.. got 1 things many ppl dunno tat is.. i very like to hear billionair tis song.. everytime while i hear tis song, i feel very happy.. because at last time the competition situation they put tis song while i cooking and i WON tis competition!! keke.. at tis competition college out 5 group to go for tis compettition, but i jz oni the 1 who survive to the next round.. XD
so tats y everytime i hear tis billionair song i will think bak the situation... hahaha... tat time i quit pround on my on...

but many things have changes.. i also nid to keep try harder to keep my skill be more better... =)

@_@

Just nw reading others ppl blog.. sudden the blog mood come towards me... =p

hmm... wat should i write about for today...???? hahaha...
my fren? future? family? so many!!! sohai liao me... enself ask enself answer... @@


Frenz, for the last week i went bak, i though have a fun weekend.. but wat i think is different on tat day. Is quit sad tat when i notice about the news.. am i wrong? wat i wrong? i didt say any wrong things.. i feel like as a stupid men tat gv ppl blame tat i'm wrong.. ok fine, i also noe tat i have talk fast & said something wrong to some1, for tat kes i feel realy really sorry bout it, i didt mean it to say it out... haiz.. nothing to blame, jz blame about being middle guy is the problem.. haha.. i think so, tats y i needed to be like last time act stupid even i know the secret.. for nw.. i still appreciate them as my fren, i wont remember sad things i jz will remember happy things.. tats me ^^V

okiee.. feel more relax after splasing out my feel=)

something tat until now i really cant understand... why am i still thinking about the fXXXing competition tat i lost? y i jz cant think bak my wining situation, i jz remember my losing competition situation. For tat losing competition, i really feel dissapointed on my self, wat i cook on tat time even my own i also not dare to take pic of it! coz it really look so suck! very regret on tat time.. if can gv my 1 more chance, jz 1 more chance tat gv me prove it my cooking, my skill, my culinary skill! i wan to show out, i wan to let them noe i'm the best! (mayb :P)

Future, aiz... at first i really wantted to go NZ alone for working but sudden the doremon said wannted to join too.. doug~ at 1st i though can alone go so can be special.. keke.. but nvm got frens acc me also not bad.. at least have a partner to chat.. =)

cat and i have a contract? haha.. i think can say have a deal tat is after 3 years we will stick bak together and run a business.. but who knows after 3 years mayb tat cat found other person tat more powerfull or usefull then me? but i didt care bout it.. jz let it see after 3 years we still remember our promise or not.. haha..


tats all for today.. tomoro might be write also.. but who noes i dont.... hahha..
night...



by 3.57am

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long long timessss~ no come tis page le...
lucky still remember password.. lol
tis few days also busy about CNY..
b4 CNY busy clear, when CNY busy ply XD, after CNY start work=(
(by the way, soli if sum of fren i talk too much mean suan xiao.. kekeke. paisay o..)
until now... frenship is still so important to me? i think YUP! mayb i grow up with them until now, sometime taking bus bak to seremban also will feel sad.. izzit i too sensetive or wat??? might be is time to let it down fren and go oversea to fight for my future le..

tis few days my relative all are talking about my future.. study or work? for sure, my relative all rich, they sure all call me go study.. but study i rely dun hv money.. it nid more 30k or even more.. hw can i afford it? where can i get the money??? not i dun wan to study, is jz i really dun hv the money to study.. my mom say if u wan study, can find money out..
but i rely dun wna my dad still working for the FXXXing company ady.. i sick of it!



haiz.. for my future.. i will choose to work at oversea.. my dad say.. is time for me to carry tis family le...
tat's mean i nid to say bye bye fun...... =)

take good care all my frenz...
i rely dunwan miss 1 of ur... ^^